First Blog

I am bored at work. Mandi wanted me to make one a while ago. So... I did as I was told. lol.

Xavier is doing well. He didn't wake me up last night and was upset I woke him up at 5 am. But I need to feed and change him. He cried pretty hard and I felt terrible. But he's always super happy after eating if he's sleepy. He just looked at me and stared at his hands.

A fellow Airman's child died 2 days ago and I was very sad. He was 5 months old and passed away while taking a nap. I cried on the way home. I get so sad if anything negative happens to babies. I love their innocence and good nature.

So when I got home I just held Xavier. He actually let me cuddle him and hold him pretty close until he wanted to eat. I love nursing him. Its cute because he gets disctracted easily by Josh's voice. So if he talks, the baby pulls off to stare at him and listen to what he's saying. Then he realizes he was eating and goes back. He'll do that back and forth until Josh stops speaking. He also got better at eating more quickly. He would take an hour to eat. Now he takes about half that time. I don't mind either way. I love being around him and watching him nurse.

For the 4th of July we are going bowling. I know that sounds boring, but we love bowling. And we aren't going to take the baby anywhere. He's a little young. But we are going to the Puyallup Fair in Sept to see Coheed and Cambria. Oh yeah, I love them! ( I think its because of the big hair, chubbyness and glasses. hahahaha. He looks like the Puerto Rican Version of Josh. And they both write great music and play guitar. hahaha. Doppleganger)

I need to pump. I do not enjoy doing this. It takes way too long and its boring.